Shell.

I am a shell of myself

Myself from a different time.

This one is sad.

I changed within my body, but not bigger,

No.

Smaller. So small that if you cut me up…

You couldn’t find me. 

I am just an empty shell.

Things that Make Me Happy|For You and Me

Hi! I’m terribly sorry about my rant, whenever it was. I was very upset with my friends. Everyone’s friends can be shitty, sometimes, but what they did was really bad and it insulted me greatly.

In September, I made a list of what made me happy. I can’t really remember what was on it off the top of my head, but 98% of my friends weren’t on it.

There are some people in the world that you don’t need. They’re bad for you, not like Milk Chocolate or Diet Coke. They’re bad, like a sickness or a disease. You don’t necessarily want them, but you have them. You don’t know how to make the pain stop, or at least, relieve some pain. It continues. You’re in agony. You just want it to end, like some stupid game show that’s been on TV for years and they wore it to it’s end. That’s what I feel like around my friends, sometimes. I don’t want them near me, but there they are.

“Life can’t be easy, it’s not always fair.” -Jareth, Labyrinth

I guess I should stop being sad about my life, now. Sorry if I upset you.

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