12 Days of Blogmas Day 11 Why Family is Important

12 days of blogmas is winding down to the end. I hope you all have a good Christmas with your family. Speaking of family, it’s today’s topic of interest.

Why is family important this time of year? Well, at my age, everyone has issues with their family. I’m about to graduate and I get annoyed with what I’m going to do after high school. My parents don’t bother me about it because even they know I don’t know what I want to do. All I know is that I’m going to my local community college then transferring in 2 years to a state university and getting a bachelors degree in history. Every high school senior gets annoyed with questions like that. Teenagers themselves just ARE annoyed by their family, but they don’t treasure it like others do. I only enjoy my parents and sister family Christmas. I don’t feel comfortable with my other family members. They don’t understand how I feel.

Some people take advantage of their family Christmases, wishing for these BIG presents, but others look for happiness. I’m poor. As long as I get presents, I’m happy. I know my parents struggle, I’m trying to help them by getting my shit together so they don’t need to help me with money. It’s bad enough my band trip this year costs $800 to go to Disneyland, but they want me to have fun with things I couldn’t have before.

I’m going to head out now. Don’t forget to breathe 🙂



12 Days of Blogmas: Day 10 Am I naughty?

Well, I am, but I’m not. I would be on Santa’s nice list (Probably????) but I haven’t been the greatest person mentally in the start of the year and that’s the reason why I started this blog: to help make me mentally stable again.

This one’s going to be short because I’m feeling sad about what I just wrote ;-;

I would say that I WOULD be on the nice list, because since the end of summer, I’ve been trying my hardest to better myself. I want to be happier and being happier would make me nicer 🙂


12 Days of Blogmas: Day 8! My Christmas Traditions

Hey! I hope you’re all having a wonderful Christmas time so far 🙂

For today, I’ll be telling you guys my smol list of Christmas traditions.

Well, my family moved here from Germany around the turn of 1900, so we have a very small amount of our German traditions left. My mom’s side of the family doesn’t get together anymore because five daughters causes drama, but on my dad’s we get together every Christmas. When we decorate the tree, we have a pickle ornament hidden within the tree. Whoever finds it gets a treat, present, or they get to hand out presents. Depends on the situation.

Within my family, my mom makes cookies every year. We used to make cookie ornaments, but my sister and I grew out of it. Nowadays, because we’re all getting older our traditions are beginning to die out, BUT I’m kind of hoping my sister gets married to her boyfriend so they can start having a family so I become an auntie c:

That concludes all of my family traditions, start your own traditions! 😀


12 Days of Blogmas: Day 6! HALFWAY!! My Christmas List

Hi! I’m getting really pumped because Christmas. I want to know what I’m getting but I still need to get my friend’s presents so yikes lol. It doesn’t help that I’ve been super lazy writing these so sorry, that’s a me thing.

Marissa Meyer’s new books!
Painting essentials
A camera
Cat sweater
Anything cats really
Steam games
Ninja Sex Party music
A new business plan for WordPress ;D

I’m concluding this list before it gets personal enough to where I get sad lol


12 Days of Blogmas Day 5 White Christmas

So, my white Christmas story is very simple, but beautiful.

SO, in 2007 my grandpa died early in the year. We were all sad, obviously but he was cancer free again. Later that year in December, my great grandpa died. My mom lost her father and grandfather in the same year My grandma lost the love of her life and her father, as well. It was hard on my mom considering that yesterday was her birthday. She had lost a very close friend right before her birthday. Well, around the 14th of 2007, it started to snow. My sister and I didn’t have school for the rest of the week. My mom said it was a present for her from my Grandpa and great grandpa, because my mom has suffered from SAD(Seasonal affective disorder) her entire life. Seeing the bright white snow made her so happy and her happiness made my sister and I so happy because it was a very tough year for my mom. My sister and I played in the snow most of the day, while my mom made cookies with my dad. It was a great day.

But yeah. That’s my white Christmas story. Just remembering it made me really happy.


12 Days of Blogmas Day 4 Songs Ranked

It’sa mee again~ I’m here to tell you my Top 5 Christmas songs 😀

#5 Santa Baby


#4 Last Christmas Wham!

The only reason why this made the list is because my boyfriend and I made it funnier

#3 Wonderful Christmas Time

It’s so annoying lol

#2 In The Bleak Midwinter Moody Blues

It’s just so preetty

#1 Santa’s Got an Airplane Beach Boys

It’s weird, like me lol. Go listen to it, you will enjoy it sooooooo much.

Well, I’m done now.  Bye lolwp-image-1663055497jpeg.jpg

12 Days of Blogmas Day 3 Presents Ranked!

Hiiiiii, it’s a me. It’s my ranking of Christmas presents. Top 5, because I can NOT remember that far. 5 being the least best.

5.  Dollhouse #2. It wasn’t as cool as my BIG dollhouse, but it was tight.

4.  Any stuffed animal I’ve gotten. I LOVE stuffed animals. I have a collection of 100+ :3

3. Science Kit. I was a Lil Scientist.

2.  Baby Doll crib. It was a handmade crib from my Grandpa who died shortly after giving my sister and I them. I still have it. It made me so happy.


1. DOLLHOUSE #1. I still have it. I LAHV ET. It’s awesome. I want to give that thing to my children, it’s that great.

I’ll see you guys tomorrow ;D ;D