Don’t Know What To Post? |Life Adventures

Hey, how’s it going?

I can’t think of anything to blog about. May as well, just ramble on about life.

I start school on the 25th, so that’s fun. I ordered my school books pretty late. So far, I have received 1 out of four.

I really want to push good quality content for you guys, so what I’ve been doing lately is revamping my Patreon. I have different rewards now, they might sway people more now. I think doing another collab with someone would be really cool.

I have been posting on my Youtube channel. Obviously, I’m awkward on camera still, but I hope you subscribe to make me feel more comfortable! 🙂

Tell me what you guys want to read/watch! I want to feel more successful on the internet. I’ve just been feeling like this’ll go nowhere, I’ll give up in a couple months because I’ve felt useless like no blogger wants me around, or I’m just not producing good enough content for my followers to read.

Anyways. Still don’t know what I want to post anymore. Might go on a small hiatus, but that won’t do me any good, because I WANT to post, but can’t think of any good ideas for you guys.

Sadness set aside, I hope you guys have an amazing day, good luck out there in the world.



The Day After Tomorrow| Short Story

The day after tomorrow is important. I start my new life. The life I was meant to have from the start. I will be reborn to socialites that have quite a lot of money. I will be raised as a spoiled brat who no one really wants to be with them except for money. I will have so much money. It will be amazing. In two days I will live a life I deserve.

The day after tomorrow is her due date. I will have a younger sister who will grow up as a spoiled brat who deserves a loving family. My mother remarried after my father died. She married a man who owns many restaurants. He doesn’t even like me. He forgot I exist. Even my mom forgot.

Tomorrow is the day I will be born! How exciting! I can’t wait to live a professional, rich life of capitalism and money. I will be an amusing child, and when I grow up I will be a sexy, smart, and beautiful women.

My sister should be born tomorrow. I hate her already. Her father’s an ass. Her mother is forgetful. How will she even live? I won’t help my mother raise another child, again I already lost my brother and sister to that woman. I won’t risk another. That child will live with knowing that none of her family cares about her.

I have been born. How great is this? I’m surrounded by my family and all attention is on me. But who is that? In the background? That tall figure… He looks familiar.

“Her name is Natasha Margaret Carlisle.” My mother says. How cute. She practically named her after Nathaniel, my brother. The one who died because of her drunken mistake. Just like dad.

Who is that tall man? Do I have a brother? He doesn’t look like daddy. Did they adopt him? “Jared, Daniel isn’t here. Please come meet your sister. I know you hate him, but don’t deprive her of having a sibling. He didn’t even want her.” What? Daddy didn’t want me?

“Why? Just so you don’t have to feel bad about Nate? Yeah, right. He doesn’t want me near her. Why’d you name her the female version of his name?” “Next week would be his birthday. He’d be ten. It would be an amazing birthday present for him.” “If he were here with us, yeah.”

I had another brother? “O’Connor, get away from my daughter. She doesn’t need you in her life. She will own my company, not you.” “Trust me, I don’t want it,” Jared says. Is that daddy? He’s so mean to brother. I wonder why. Jared doesn’t have the same name as me. I have Carlisle, he has O’Connor. Does he have a different dad? “Don’t talk to your stepfather like that. I don’t need to pay for your college experience, y’know.” “No, dad. You don’t, but my mom is making you. So I can move away from you.” “Well, Jared. I may as well give you money, it’ll be good for Natasha. She won’t have your negativity in her life.” “Oh, I’m not the one she doesn’t need. If my dad and brother were alive, she wouldn’t be your daughter.” I will never love daddy.

“If your father were alive, you’d still be living in that shithole you guys called a ‘home’.” I will never love that man.

Hobby it up!| Discussion time!

Hey, guys. I had the idea of having a discussion topic every week. This weeks topic is Hobbies. The talking part will consist of me talking about what I like to do and you guys can comment about what you like to do.


I have a lot of hobbies now that I’m thinking about it. I like to play any type of games. Board, card, video. My most favorite games (from each category) are Clue, Monopoly, Ulitmate Werewolf, Salem, The Game Of Things, The Sims series, Stardew Valley, and Don’t Starve.

I like to read and write. I want to become an author and I’m going to college for a Bachelors degree in Creative Writing. Some of my favorite books/book series is The Lunar Chronicles, A Series of Unfortunate Events, Wicked Game, Final Scream, and the entire Bone series.

If collecting stationary is a hobby, then sign me up. Same thing with stuffed animals. I do like gardening, photography, and collecting stickers.

Since I’m out of hobbies, I think I might be done.

Tell me your hobbies in the comments!!


A Small Tour of My New Room!

Hey, guys! I’m back to my usual antics of sporadic posts that people seem to enjoy.

This week’s song of the week is House of Gold by Twenty One Pilots

So, the first column of pictures is of my part of the room (that consists of my desk and my bookshelf). I pretty much stack everything on my desk on a shelf that was probably made for a printer or something, but I don’t care. Under that shelf, I have notebooks and my makeup stuff. Taped onto the shelf, I have a small string of battery operated copper fairy lights that I stole from my mom (heh). Behind my laptop, I have A lamp, lotion and deodorant, and my childhood jewelry box. My bookshelf consists of (you guessed it!) books, and also games like The Sims Series, Ultimate Werewolf, Salem, and The Game of Nasty Things.

The next column is of my boyfriend’s desk and bookshelf. A couple months back with all of his graduation money, he built his own computer and yesterday he bought himself a new monitor. His desk really has no room on it, but he needs to figure that out, not me His shelf consists of most movies and games because he’s not really an avid reader. He does have seven books though, so I’m very slightly proud of him. Next to Gage’s desk, is our closet. We took the door out because we didn’t need it and it’s a small room. Last night we had friends over and they decided to put our posters up. So, I had the idea of pinning a cloth Green Day poster in front of the door so people don’t need to see my messy closet. The last four pictures are the walls, my cute shelf, and me being silly and taking a picture in my mirror.

Next to Gage’s desk, is our closet. We took the door out because we didn’t need it and it’s a small room. Last night we had friends over and they decided to put our posters up. So, I had the idea of pinning a cloth Green Day poster in front of the door so people don’t need to see my messy closet. The last four pictures are the walls, my cute shelf, and me being silly and taking a picture in my mirror.

Well, you have now seen a small tour of mine and Gage’s room. How is it? Do you like my decorative style? I think you guys know me enough to not be offended all that much (lol).

Have any comments or concerns? Hit me up in the comments or on my Twitter (shameless self-promotion)

~peace out

Trying Something Not So New?|sned hlep

Late night post (my time. It’s 9:54 pm) but I wanted to talk before I started doing this.

Would you guys like to read short stories?

Now, I know I’ve written before, but some people prefer different content.

If I  would be doing this, it would probably be horror/thriller. Like something like Clue, where someone’s a killer and people need help.

I don’t know why everything that I do is like this, but I just love the idea of a hidden killer who murders everyone. It’s just a dumb obsession of mine lol.



Getting Ready For Life! |Life Adventures

The song of this week is American Idiot by Green Day

So, I moved! Yay!

That means my Youtube channel should be coming around…
I bought my camera and my camera gear yesterday, so they should be coming this week or early next week.

I’m, still working on my card game, I just need to keep editing things and my friend is drawing all of the art, so I have to wait for him to finish all of it, but I’m not screaming at him to finish it now. Drawing them will take a long time and I won’t be mean to him if he doesn’t finish it by a deadline.

My room is a mess and everyone keeps commenting on it and I don’t need that stress of people telling me what I already know.

Life is hard. This is why I need to tell people about it lol.


One Year Blogiversary!

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has stuck with me throughout this long process of me figuring out my thoughts on life. My very first couple posts were me complaining about a lot of things.

Now, if you compare me to when I stared this, I’ve changed a lot. I have a job, my friends feel real, again, and I’ve matured to the point where I don’t need to complain about every other thing that’s going on.

I just wanted to thank you all for everything than you guy’s have done, even if you haven’t done anything. 🙂

SO, what I plan to do about the incoming month, might have to wait a little bit.

I might have to push back the start of Caitlynne (my channel). The camera I want is a little spendy and I haven’t really done any saving for it lol.